lace is so intimate. lately fashion has been swinging to make lace not as sexual which i like. i think it’s one of my favorite fabrics.
- if you don’t like me, don’t pretend like you do.
- if you don’t having feelings for me, don’t lead me on to think so.
- if you don’t want to be friends with me, then leave me alone.
recently, i’ve decided to become celibate. i’ve been off & on with the same guy for over a year but i’m over this casual sex. my personal decision to do this has come from the condition in which my relationship is now in. after this long, i’m just tired. i don’t think i’m going to give up but i’m just ready to concentrate on me for awhile and with that comes making sacrifices. i need a break from being tied down to someone. i’ve always had a boyfriend and at this point i’m just beyond the titles and what not. i’d rather mingle, but not just let him go either. i may have a few phases but that’s it. i’ve always been controlled while i was with someone and that’s not acceptable. like whoever the “he” may be at that given time, it’s like he’s my only friend and yea, part of that is my fault but the fact of the matter now is that i’m exhausted. then sex keeps emotional baggage in the picture. i can’t anymore. this attachment is unhealthy and when it starts to be the foundation of the relationship, that’s a major issue.